I pick with James. *Gets a little worried about what i’m about to say next. Plays with your fingers* But I can’t stop loving you.. I mean, your’re the father of my children. Me and you will always have this bond that’ll never go away. James will be wonderful with them, no doubt about that. But I just always wanted you there with me. Taking care of them, sharing those special moments where we looks at each other and know we made that  beautiful boy or girl.. *My eyes start to water*